Hey i havent been on here in a bit i have been trying to avoid goin on here or realizing u are gone and i apologize!!! But it is sat afternoon and i am sitting here in tears cause i finally think this is startin to hit me and i think i have to start dealin with the fact that u are gone!! I have been waitin for 2 and a half yrs waiting for u to call me and it has hit me that u arent ever going to call!!!!
Well your daughter in law and i bought a house in dec u would love it!! not to big not to small just perfect...I am finlly getting my dog on halloween this yr only 4 weeks i cant wait...Work is good starting to get really busy bout time...softball is finally winding down although i have fall ball...Toni is good still a pain in my butt but she is my girl...
well i got to run i promise to write on her more i love u more than anything in this world!! And i want u to do me a favor and give the person who stole those letters the strength to come forward and give those and the journal back to me (us) where they belong!! I love u
hey mom, i just wanted to stop by and say a few things real quick. First off i just wanted to say that i miss you so much, and i really wanna know when this is is supposed to get easier like everyone says it does cause it sure hasnt yet. Well lets get this on a good note ma, last night i went to prom as freshman with Nikki.. i couldnt stop thinking about you and how you would of been so proud like you were the day of austins first prom. I just wish you were really there to see, not just in spirit.. Well baberuth baseball starts up in a few weeks and i cant wait to be playing down at oak ave and be able to look up and see your name on the score bord... well im goin to go for now but until next time, i love you mom and miss you dearly
I am giving back! because of you and your example. I pray for patience to help my own. You are with him and all I can do is listen and look for the signs. I am learning everyday! I love you so much. You know how I am doing down here. I remember you everyday. I can still hear you talking and laughing as if it were yesterday. I remember with smiles and the warming of my heart when I recall the memories. That is all I have of you. It is all I need. My place is right where it has been from the beginning but I am finally ok with it. Because of that, I am able to be the person I am, practicing the art of being interdependant because without others, my wisdom will not form. I do not judge, but yet I still stand in judgement. The right ones really do see me and I am not alone. I surround myself with "THE" family. My eyes are open because I found "IT"
DO NOTHING OUT OF RIVALRY OR CONCEIT, BUT IN HUMILITY CONSIDER OTHERS AS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOURSELVES. EVERYONE SHOULD LOOK OUT NOT ONLY FOR HIS OWN INTERESTS, BUT ALSO FOR THE INTEREST OF OTHERS.
Philippians 2:3,4
It is amazing how time passes! 2 years already but it does not seem like it because you are always with me. Thank you. I am humbled by what I have learned and what I am learning. Peace becomes me. I wish it for everyone. I am able to deal with so much more in my life because of how I view the world and the people in it. The story of the woman at the well put life in perspective.
April 2nd is dedicated to your life. A day of rememberance. Thank you for being on my "JOY" list.
I am working on the "TESTY" and "FOE" list and hope I am being used soon for the "FAR" list. I will listen and I will do it when asked.
I LOVE YOU. THANK YOU FOR HELPING TO GUIDE ME AND SHOW ME THE WAY TO WHERE YOU ARE.
Mom,
Just wanted to stop by and say hi! Now you are with me wherever I go and I wouldn’t want it any other way. Hope you like it!
